scol reopen 2

haiz...2mr scol reopen AGAIN
now mood really feel bad & sien
so how?what can I do?
except finish my work..that's nothing else
but the only thing Im happy is can meet with all my best friends again^^
haha!that's really happy XD
so waiting.....

another 8 weeks gonna holidays again
but before that gonna having exam T.T
haiz...this's call life!!!
what a life huh? BUT!
this isn't the end of world yet XD
JUST DO IT OK!
PMR coming
and this year is NOT my turn XD
hehe! is my cousin lolx...
but he's clever la...no need to worry about it too much
cos UPSR he also gets 7 a's
that's great & perfect
so hope he can get a well and flying colours this PMR
kambateh,JH!!!

hm...that's nothing today
coz mood really really sien
and the main thing is
I haven't finish watch my black & white
oh my damn god
I think mayb after this 8 weeks
then only I got the chance 2 watch it T.T
anyway...
happy reopening scool day 2 all my friends ^^

back from KL

Im back from somewhere
somewhere far .....far.....far......
actually not really far.....is KL =="

juz now at tuition really SIEN & TIRED
is add math tuition and Im alone lie
last saturday juz finished my cousin wedding
walau! so happy and tired
coz from saturday until sunday nite we all was busy about the wedding
but really happy lo ^^

and the next morning means this monday morning
we pack all shirt then go 2 KL at 11 o'clock
haha! "geng" leh! But all of us really really very tired lo
having dinner at Ipoh
fetched third sis at Ipoh
then we continue 2 KL at 3:22
then we arrived at KL at about 7 pm
haiz...haiz....haiz......TOTALLY TIRED LO
then we having dinner wif cousin at suntex
after bathing ,doing my BM karangan
after finished it....I watched TV with cousin until 2 or 3 o'clock
heheeheheh! so syiok lo XD

the next morning........adoidoi! sleep until 12 o'clock
that's my sis lah XD I woke up at 9
then we having breakfast at a restaurant called "food match"
a taiwanese restaurant ...well good ~
after that we shopping at leisure mall
wowowo!!! so many people lo! coz hari raya =.=
shop until like a crazy !!!!!

then we watched black and white at home
watched until 2 or 3 o'clock like that XD
so siok but tired =="
must watch many many times!!! hundred of times XD
argxh!!!!!! a very nice drama LO!!!!
bcs of this drama, I love "zai zai" lo
he's very cute in this drama
Mark also very "HERO" !!!
haha~that's his name in that drama^^
and the OST also very nice
LOVE THIS DRAMA & "CHEN ZAI TIAN" XD

feel very very BAD

haiz....2day feel totally bad at home
although not need go 2 scol
but feel very bad =.=
wahaha! sound like very hardworking
but actually im playing truant lah! is absent! is lazy lah =="

do u understand above picture!? who understand here!!?
if dunno,now let me tell you what's the mean of"BFF"!
BFF means best friend forever ==" very lame lie...

I dunno why until now i still feel bad lo
although every time i told myself is ok ...juz relax...u hav done the best!
rain wife!!! keep it up!! u can do this! u had said sorry 2 her edi!!!
and that sorry is the real from my heart!!!! except she dun believe me la
me and wei hsien had sms her juz now
and she din reply us also! is both of us! and I also noe she'll NOT reply us
from the early I noe edi! Is impossible she'll reply us!
coz now she's angry wif us! hate us! dun wan see us anymore! I noe it!

and unluckily my hp can't send 2 her
dunno what's the reason lah
so I use my dad hp the end ! haiz...abit chi cham
I said 2 her that Im sorry coz I oso wrong!
It's my fault too coz saying back by u ......so I said sorry 2 her by sms
waiting 4 her reply ....but the end also din reply me
honestly,I reli feel SAD ! BAD! AND SORRY LO!!!!
coz im wrong too lah T.T
but seen I had say sorry 2 her ......the end she din reply me.....is ok lo!
I noe that !!! is ok !!! I can accept it!!!!
coz in the sms i said 2 her edi
I juz wanna said sorry ...u wan 2 accept my sorry or dun wan is up 2 u
so the end is....... BAD!!!!
the important thing is.....mine & wei hsien sorry is the true SORRY!!!!
THE TRU SORRY FROM OUT HEART!!!!!
anyway....both of us oredi said sorry 2 U.....hope she can understand it ......
I wanna say honestly is that ... still friend

now still feel bad! coz another bad thing is FAMILY
from mon -2day i din speak 2 my parent =.=
I dun wan speak 2 them anymore!!! I hate them!!!!!
make me feel bad everyday...every second so "SIEN"
I hate them! hate them!!!! RELI HATE HEM!!!!!!!!
I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!!
actualy Im reli feel tired
sad bcs of friends problem.....besides still hv family .....
I dunno why so chi cham lo
at scol muz be look happy wif classmate...friends...teachers....
actualy I juz pretend like a clown only lo
but I said edi! IM NOT A CLOWN

2mr we play truant again
coz kheng said many ppl going 2 absent ....wei hsein too
so I also make decision that I dun wan go 2 that SIEN scol
and the hotline is ....this friday is HOLIDAY
wow,what kinda HOT NEWS !!!!
so surprise actualy.....so going 2 fetch my sis back

anyway....that friend Im talking juz now...hope u can see this all....SORRY

my dream place

All this pic are new zealand

landscape


autumn





Do you like new zealand?
oh!!! I love this place
It's my DREAM PLACE_I hope one day I can go by myself
or going wif my husband XD hehe
but the thing I hope is going wif my best friend!!!!!!!!!
after both of us finish our SPM!!!!!!!!!
such a beautiful scenery ,don't u thinking the same thing wif me??haha

hope u all like this place
anyway........I LOVE U!!! NEW ZEALAND!!!! WAIT 4 ME !!!!

Is TOO hard

Imagine tat u wearing this kind of underwear
ON THE BEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
walau!! such a "special" scenery !!! XD
hehe! actualy I love this underwear very very much!
coz it's too cute liao lo XD
where am I going 2 buy it har?!?! Dunno also lol

sitting wif husband watching this beautiful sunset
such a nice moment ^^
I hope so I can get a chance like that one day later
Do u love beach!??! I mean beautiful beach lah!!!!!
not like pulau pangkor ar??! That's .....so ucky !?!?! >.<>

2mr third sis coming back from Ipoh edi
adoidoi! dunno how to speak 2 her again
Is so confus! so hard! so DAMN SHIT!!!!!
Is too tough 4 me to accept what's going on now!!??!
make me feel tired everytime when I go home everyday
every minute....second....day...nite....week.....months......YEARS!!!!!

reli tired tired tired now!!!!!
I just wanna a fine,sweet,happy and relax life !!!!!
dun like this kinda SHIT LIFE!!!!! SO SIEN!!!!!!
haiz!! SIEN!!!! KANASAI!!!!! SO SHIT DAMN!!!!! WHAT TAT HELL!!!!!!
if still happening like this.....then I think.....
I dun wan 2 go home anymore!!!!

just now went and check my vision
hm..hm...hm...hm... abit bad lah! haha XD
still can laugh means Im relaxing now!!!!! dun think too much!!!
4get everthing that make us feel bad!!! remember this!!!! juz 4get it!!!
if you 4get,start a new day! a new second! a new minute!!!
you sure will feel better and better !!!!
COZ THIS IS OUR LIFE!!!! U HAV 2 ACCEPT IT!!!!!

dreaming

would u like 2 go such place???
mayb 1 day! mayb 2nite in my dreams Im going 2 there
mayb NOW!!! hope so
dreaming....I like it so much
I like dreaming ! dreaming something nonsene
I hope tat I can 2 there one day later when I start feeling stress again
argxh!!!! why AM I FEELING SO BAD EVERYDAY !!!!
every second....every minute.....every day......every week......
THE WHOLE LIFE FEEL 100 PERCENT BAD!!!!! BAD!!! BAD! BAD!!!!!!!!


2day 2oo9 september 9!!!!!!!!!
a very nice date !!!! hehe XD
anyone here's having any celebration???
erm....hmm.....I hope I hav the chance to celebrate with someone
just anyone !!! I dun care !!!!
but is so ALONE LO
nothing can do ....EXCEPT scol's works =="

2day loiter in the house~haiz.....sien!
then doing add math
mum & dad going out again
adoidoidoi =.=
I hate this kinda of lonely life!!!!!
feel wanna jab a knife into my heart now!!!!!!!
>>>>>.<<<<<<
DIE!!!! something interesting!!!! I like it!!!!
would u try it?!?! IS DIE!!!!! DIE! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!

2mr going home 3:10 AGAIN!!! LOLx.....
having science class again
the useless science teacher go 2 jail lah
always teaching something wsting times
is this my problem!??! Why am I so easily hate somebody
argxh !!!!!!!!!!

dreaming.....zZz........

Time RuN T0O FAsT

2day ....suddenly...accidentally....unfortunately....
I feel uncomfortable of myself
Juz feel very depress

<<<<<<<<<<

depression>>>
some kind emotion like totally can make us...
feel more "sedation"!!!
I'm not taking sedative ok!?!?

but suddenly talking wif best friend
then the" happy-hour" reascend again XD
start feeling good ~
what Im saying is reasonable rite!??!
I think so !!!

2day my class ore had done all
wow! our teacher face look kinda "syiok" XD
by the time I finished add math homework
between that a weird friend wan me to play a mental test
sounds cool ! But is ucky after knowing the result of the test XD
BUT is quite funny and what exactly what Im thinking that time
thx 4 the game ,weird friend!


now dad & mum going 2 penang
2 see 4 the doctor lo
coz my mum leg hurt =.= sound pity lolx!
now Im ALONE !! hehe
........
2day ,tuesday......september 2009

arrrgxxxxxxxxhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
why the time run so "fast & furious" lie!?!
too fast until I can't catch it up
I though I still hav many time left
doing here doing there
finaly.....the only thing tat I can mentions is....
IM DOING NOTHING THE WHOLE LIFE!
what's the reason?!!! Im not really sure too!
......................................
suddenly feel my blog so terse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


mayb 2mr going 2 change my spec edi
coz my eye vision losing engine edi
coz my eye muscle "old" edi
juz what wei hsien talked 2 me this morning XD haha
can't look properly although I sat at shao han place! my god!
haiz ....lame ......SIEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wan my life back again !!!! can I?!!?
CAN I hav the chance !?!
suddenly dun wan talk to my XXX again
feel Im talking 2 somebody not my parents!
although Im happy...siao-ing.....smiling at my friends at scol
but Im not a clown!!!!!!!!!! IM NOT !!!!!!!!!!!!
feels very tired .......faint!!!!!!
Is over ok !?!? end it up NOW OK!?!!!!
..................
XXX ,if im die edi one day !!! Will u feel sad of me??
I hope u will !!!! mayb I'll do it after I finish my SPM
Im not going 2 cry anymore......but if I cannot tahan
then that's nothing I can explain anymore!
now I feel that my friends r more important than XXX
I like friends ......like talking 2 them....playing....joking......
THAT'S SO RELAX!!!!!! ALL THE DEPRESSION HAD DISSAPEARS!!!!!
so I can't live without my best friends!!!!!!!

friendship 4ever..........NOT XXX 4ever!!!!!!!!

I think this's the LONGEST BLOG I HAD WRITE ...

nice movie

yeah! Tis's a very nice movie
Must watch it noe
yesterday meet wif sis at butterworth
and she told me tat she bought edi tis movie
and she said that totally nice
wowow~~~so jealous 2 her
but she said she watch at her U until 3 morning
watch until her laptop speaker "burn up"!!!!!

2day hav 2 finish moral project liao
coz wednesday got moral period!
adoidoi!!! SIEN again =.=
I hate scol day! damn Hate it!
but another week gone....
then holiday a week again XD
then really syiok liao!!!!!!!!

2day holiday again XD
one day only ma....dun be too happy!
coz 2mr got scol liao lo T.T
2mr wanna play wif Jocelyn again !
that m'sia superstar Jocelyn lol =="

later got tuition nia
DAMN ! SHIT! KANASAI!!!!!!
HOHOHO!!! so ambusive argh!!!!!!
I hate tuition! Hate scol day !!!!!
Hate everyone !!!!!!! except all my friend XD
lame ........

anyway.........smile alot .........It's cost nothing ^______________________^

PITY friend

another week had past.....
another SIEN week had gone
one day by another dayz...
nothing happen.....

juz now read friends blog
so pity lo!
something BAD happen on my best friend!
the bad means.....
her hurt her ligament!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh my god!!!!!!!!!!
why she's so careless.......
ligament!!!!!!!! Is ligament !!!!!!!
yesterday she fell down!!!!!
dunno how she fell lah....that's hav 2 ask her!!!!!!
now very worry about her !!!!!
hope she can get better SOON lo.......praying 4 her!

yeah!yeah!yeah!
last week I had finished my BI ore & BM lisan !!!!
wowowowow!!!!
Is spectacular!!!!!!! hahahaha^^
now still hav another DAMN project!
That's moral project lo !!!!!!
..................
wasting my time only.........

last friday !!!!!!!Oh my goodness!!!!!!!
what that hell & shit!!!!!
I go and check my biro report!!!!!
and I noe that my biro haven't write a report!!!!!
what kind of secretary is that huh!!?!??
his name is AHAMED ....some kind like that !!!!!
I go and asked him !!! scolded him teruk-teruk!!!!!!!
then he said sorry 2 me !!!!! Ok lo!!!!!!
juz said sorry 2 me.......I accept it lo !!!!!!!
actualy ......they oso very pity lah!!!!!!
hav 2 do all such idiot thing .......